Ranting time is now time

Hello everyone out there. It's really early in the morning.
I am currently really stressed out.

School is not being very fun at the moment. Not only do I have school work and finals to do but my CIM might not be completed. And without my CIM being done I won't be able to graduate, right?

On top of that I'm kinda having tension in the family due to college and my current living situation. As well as my current progression in life.

So upon dwelling upon this with the least amount of sleep I've received, in a long while, I'm prepared to have a little hissy fit/ meltdown.

I think only an angry origami bear will express my feelings at the moment.
Only a little bit.

COLLEGE WUT

So I had to make a decision as to what college I would attend Friday.

I made the housing/ tuition deposit for MCAD.

I got an extension for SCAD.
(I better follow up to see how long)

I think I'm going to MCAD. In fact, I'm pretty positive. I'm not sure where I'm going to get 17,000 in support money/ scholarships/ grants. (if you have any scholarships you think would be good for me or grants to apply for please comment list them)

But yeah. If I go to MCAD I'd only have to pay 3-4k ish for housing out of pocket. (which I have) Have 5k in student loans. And figure out how to get 2k more since my work study job would go towards food.

So yeah... this college/ senior year stuff is wearing me out!